I have no reason to finish my book by the end of this month other than competing in the NANOWRIMO. I had planned to write about 2000 words a day, but important other matters took prevalence.  Would I write 4000 words a day for the next two weeks? I could, but only to the exclusion of so many other things which either need to be done or I wish to do.

My motto at this moment [at the end of 2009] is living slow for a while. And slowly drawing those poetical sentences on to the screen really is giving me all the joy and satisfaction I want from this experiment.

G.J. has a tough decision to make: stopping with the antiquarian bookshop. Or maybe not yet?


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I drew a tarot card today called  “Cernunnos” XV .  I have to admit I so love this druid-card because it reminds me of the VI “the lovers”
The lovers do not only stand for the love in common and the alchemy of the universe but also represents a decision

15 adds up to 6.  15 might be translated as 1+5=6  i.e I learn to make decisions.

There is a poem on Cernunnos I remember

The Old God sleeps
down in the dark, moist,
odorous underfoot,
Waiting for us
To put down our roots.

Dutch from here on.


XV Cernunnos

kaart: de duivel
getal: 15
archetype: de manipulator, de verleider
gaat over: schijnbaar vastzitten, denken geketend te zijn, zelf opgelegde beperking.
trefwoorden: je voelt je gemanipuleerd of je manipuleert zelf, wijst ook op genieten en uit de band springen
Vragen: Word je beduveld of beduvel jij (je)zelf? Kun jij je vandaag losmaken van dát wat je beperkt? Sta jij jezelf toe om vandaag te genieten? Spring eens uit de band!


Author: Vixen

Tarotist, Celtic Reiki Master, Spiritual writer, OBOD druid Fractal artist, Webdesigner, Webdeveloper, Photography,